I think that I have social anxiety.
I have always been very shy, but this past year everything went even worse. In school there was this girl who some really good friend go against me, and then she would also insult me by a social media called ask.fm. She trashed all my confidence and self-esteem.
Since the I have suffered two or three panic attacks, specially over this summer. It went to a point were I was afraid of people, I had never been so afraid of something in my whole life. It was terrible.
Since then I have re-gained some confidence but I’m still really anxious and afraid. I need help and I feel so alone. Sometimes I just feel like the world would be so much better without me. I want to tell someone but I don’t have anyone who I feel like I can trust. So I am posting this anonymously to see if someone understands me.